The beginning of a new career

This is the start of my blogging life. I hope to meet some new people and share ideas with others.
A little more about me:

 I carry a burden on my shoulders every day of the week, I don't plan on telling those close to me because I am scared that I will lose them, at the same time I am scared that if I don't share my secret with others soon enough I will see the things which I missed out on fly past me. Currently I have told one family member and one friend who I know in person (I say "in person" because obviously there are online friends) about my sexuality. I haven't gained anything out of telling my family member and I still feel paranoid about the point. More came out of telling my friend as it turns out he has shared similar feelings.

At the moment I have been thinking of only one thing (person really) and that is a friend of mine from school. It has come down to the point where I live each day just to see this person, such a dependency. Unfortunately I am quite the pussy when it comes to taking risks, so I quiver at the thought of telling him how I feel.

On to other topics:
Generally I like to share my opinion and I find the fun in arguing with those who disagree.
I like peoples opinions on anything, even if I disagree with them.